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2010-01-26T06:23:00.000-08:00

Ningyo

2010-01-23T09:44:00.000-08:00

I just a Kuroshitsuji figurine! Two actually

Here

Ciel

Sebastian

And two mini Nendoroids :3

Raito

L

I'm so happy it hurts :D

New Template

2009-10-10T11:25:00.000-07:00

It as been so long since last came here, it seems surreal.

I'm now on my second year of University. I've met new people, changed houses, grown a few inches. :3

I'm currently on my own bed in Coimbra, it's weekend time! :D

Also I went to my first cosplay a few days back -actually, exactly a week back- Anipop 09. I went as a Silent Hill Homecoming Nurse! I'll put some link up next time.

In Braga I live with a freshman of my degree -Leonor- and with someking of med student -Anabela- in a few days a new girl will be joining us. She's also from my degree, first year.

The next cosplay I'll make will be Hsien-Ko from Darkstalkers -Lei Lei from Vampire Savior-

I'm going to fix the new tamplate now, it might take a while.

2009-02-14T15:14:00.000-08:00

Death Note Alphabet by Dragonrider4000 (complete)

Kira of Justice by xDeepestEndx (not complete)

Spira Mirabilis by Nilah Dante (not complete)

2009-02-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

I've been really bored lately...

If a desth note just happen to fall down in the humam world, I would probably use it XD

Maybe I'll finish my fanfiction now ... *groans*

I spend my days in my room, only leaving to feed myself or to use the Watercloset...
My family is starting to take measures to make me come out of my room, they just don't understand.

I don't even, since I was little I always spend the day in my room, but now they make a fuss about it...

But I understand after all...

2009-01-29T11:42:00.000-08:00

Heya you guys! I'm back!!!

On my shitty laptop... bah.

Anyway, my vacations have been great, the chinese new year was last weekend and every class (year) from our degree went to an "all you can eat" chinese/japanese restaurant to celebrate it.
I wanted to eat soooooo much (since I only paid 7 euro no matter what I could possibly eat) I got sick in the middle of the celebration :X That didn't last long (thank God).

Something else that got me unhappy was the fact that Rui, one of my friends, had is cell die on him and couldn't find the way to the restaurant... T.T

My grades have been out for a week or so, but I haven't seen them yet... But a upperclass student congratulated me for them, so I supose they're good... I only know my Japanese grade... It's very low 'cuz I didn't really study for my last test and got a 14,6 (on 20) and the final grade of the semester was 17... T~T

Lately I've been playinf Silent Hill 3, love the game. But some of the monsters are reeeeeealy annoying (sp?), I can't hit them! Ana Inês takes care of that :P

That's right! Ana Inês came here! To Coimbra! :3

I think we had fun (*hopes she had fun*), we went to Naraneko, where she almost cleaned the store of Haruhi ningyo, and I bought some Naruto manga, kashapon, wallpapers and FullMetal Achemist ningyo.
We went to a movie "the strange case of Benjamin Button" I think, and we went out to eat a couple of times :)

They're cute, I'll probably post them here... Cross that, I'll post them now. Let me just get my cam.

...

Ah shit, left my cable on Braga, sorry 'bout that...

Well... I'll check the net for it...

nope... bah

2009-01-16T09:04:00.000-08:00

I haven't had any time to update! Sorry!

(like there's a lot of people reading this, anyway)

My first term exams (tests or whatever) are OVER! I got really good grades :) (except for one, but you don't need to know that)

今日はコインブラへかえります！！！

私の思い出は元気です！！！ :)

2008-12-21T08:48:00.001-08:00

Click here to feed me a Digicandy!
Get your own at PokePlushies!

Click here to feed me a Star Fruit!
Get your own at PokePlushies!

Click here to feed me a Rare Candy!
Get your own at PokePlushies!

2008-12-20T20:36:00.000-08:00

University is over... at least for two weeks.
Currently I'm at my friends house, on the bed... :P Silly me, it's 4:37 a.m.

I need to get the presents ready, and study everything new until now. Also I've got some homework.

... I don't really feel like typing today, I'm just tired...
Anyway, my other site, the one for the story is open, but like I said (and been proven right) people waste cmnt space. So I won't post it here.

You're my friend and want to ready it? I you don't know it, don't bother asking.

Ni da da ben... Tamada!

:) Wo ai ni, ni ben a!

Numb

2008-12-17T17:36:00.000-08:00

My vacation starts in two days, thank god I don't think I could take this anymore, falling asleep at 2 a.m., studying until my eye balls almost poped out...

I'm going to a friends house next Sunday, doyobi, and I'm going to meet a "penfriend" (if that's what I can call him).

I've recently started a Ficiton novel, knowing me it'll probably be gay, demon-related, mutilated and depressive...

The main chara's name is Danny, and he as a hell of a live. Just like mine, just like yours... Most people will probably find something in common with him.

And let's hope that some people learn how to comment, instead of waisting my time, I'm not English, neither anything like it, also I'm human, like every single one of you guys, no matter how much you don't want to be, so I'll probably make mistakes.

The story won't be avalable here, neither the link to it, it will remain unknow, so that idiots don't waste comment space.

Until next time...

Vagi Can Gina

2008-11-21T15:23:00.001-08:00

(Thanks for the info on the bishounen kanji Hugo, I have to correct the middle kanji)

I'm finally back at Coimbra, feeling even more tired than yesterday...

My Japanese middle term test (that happened this morning) was horrible! I honestly don't get some of the ideas that people from Japan have...

Happy Go Lucky

2008-11-20T09:23:00.000-08:00

I've been felling a little down lately, I guess such is to be expected...

My marks are excelent, and I've made quite a few friends. Dark thoughts haven't been crossing my mind lately and I've learn a lot about being independent.

My only problem seems to be some people that are stupid enough to rise from their mind graves and hound the daylights out of me . I don't really care about them, but it's distracting... And now that I think about it, it's somewhat funny, seeing them make fools of themselves.

Idiots aside, I think I'm getting a depression.

I hope I don't end up like my parent. She is one very, very dementia induced character... I think that some of it is in my genes, let's hope it's not much, or else I might be losing myself...

I miss my family, I guess it is to be expected... I don't exactly miss them you see, it's more like I need to know that they're still there, me being so far away and all...

I miss my grandmother the most, again, it is to be expected, she is a mother to me, more of a mother than my mother will probably ever be.

I'm also happy to announce that my japanese as emproved magnificently and that my chinese is also on the same route.

Without furder a do I'll probably post some pictures, for the sake of cheering up this blog.

Bye

I'm back bitches!!!

2008-10-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

Well, today is gonna suck major.

My period came (but you're not here to listen to that XD)

I got into Minho University, and my classes started two weels ago.

Then there was this thing called praxe ( it's like the humiliation of the freshman, I know its stupid, and you should be thanking God it only happens in Portugal), but I missed like... Two times or so, and the doctors (third years) kinda forced us into being Anti-paxe (because if they had shut up, I would still go to the praxe).

The reason I missed it those times, was because I had just moved there, and I had a mountain of stuff to do, but apparently they don't belive me. Some shit about someone that had come furder away than me (the uni is on the north of the country, and I live on the center), and still whent to all the praxe, well I'm not like everyone else!

Of course that after a few weeks, probably on the end of this month, I would go to all praxe events, since that load of work I had to do would be over... But...

Anyway I'm kinda happy it's over for me, I have time for myself, I don't need to carry a huge bag of dirty clothes to Coimbra anymore, and I don't have to look down everytime some doctor pulls an oportunity out of his/her ass to walk next to us. 8D

But then there's this thing---

If you quit praxe you suposely can't wear the uniform of the uni, but like hell I'm letting that stop me XD I'l probably take a picture with it as post it on 7chan uniform's XDXDXD

I don't think that there's anything else really important to write about right now, so... Until next time!

Zaichang!

2008-08-27T05:18:00.001-07:00

Well...

I'm back from my long distance vacation...

Well, it was an interesting experience to say the least...
While on Algarve with my grandparents, my grandmother snored every fucking night and my granpa's smelly feet never let me get a shut eye.

And I had to sleep on the floor...
Fuck! If there was no bed for me why did they force me to go?!

Goddamn it.

After that I left for Cucujaes, my stepmoms homeland.

Finally I managed to get some sleep!
I also got new fabrics for my clothes and I made a plushy for a little girls birthday gift.

I'll post the vid of my grandma snoring and the bunny plushy on the next entry.

Then I came back and la di da di da...
I'm here.

I also got a new PS2 game.

みんな大好き塊魂!!!!
(Minna daisuki Katamari Daimashi)

I'm completly addicted to it!!!

I'm going to play now. Buh bye!

2008-08-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

Click here to feed me a Star Fruit!
Get your own at Flyffables!

2008-07-29T12:16:00.000-07:00

GOD!!!

My mom almost killed me today!

She had decided, because it is completly up to her to decide, that my legs needed to be waxed... (I know you've lost all respect for me now).

So here I am, I can't feel my legs...

OH THE HORROR!

I'm leaving this friday, I'm going to Algarve *sob*

I don't wanna go, it's hot and stinky, and... hot!

And I had to get my legs waxed for this!!!

2008-07-26T09:07:00.000-07:00

Since it's holidays, and I have nothing better to do, I unpacked my PS2 and started playing again.
I've always been a game geek. :P

I've got several PS2 games. Mostly strategy, RP, adventure and survival horror.

And I have some mistakes, like "hello kitty: Roller rescue", I finished that in one day and gave it to my 4 year-old cousin next, but I guess her brain must be broken since she only knows how to drive hello kitty to a wall and laugh like the madwoman that she is.

Since I've got nothing better to do, I'll try to post all my games here, with covers, classification, and my review and hints for the game.

Also, I do not use a fake PS2, nor one with a chip. Chips ruin PlayStation systems, if you're trying to get one, think again, because it's better to buy games, than to have to send your PS2 to be fixed or have the screen turn yellow.

My PS2 games.

Survival Horror games (not suited for under 17-as the cover says)

-Project Zero (零 in Japan-read ZERO, Fatal Frame in America)

I'll be honest with you, this is the worst(in my opinion)of all the 3 games already released.
Probably because of the graphics and the lack of realistic movement (things that on other games have been improved).

~SPOILER~
It tells the story of a high school girl-named Miko- that goes looking for her brother at an hunted house, get's locked inside by evil spirits, and uses a camera with powers to exocise the ghosts and recue her brother.
~SPOILER OVER~

I still haven't finished this game completly, I'm still on the first try. Because fighting more than one ghost is really dificult, since the movements and graphics aren't the best.

But the story is really interesting, it's one of the things that make me love Team Project Zero (the creators of the game). One other great thing is that after you've finished the game once, you get costumes, things for the camera, an extra ending, hard and nightmare dificulty settings, and lot's of extras, not to mention that you unlock new ghosts.

Overall this is a very good game, It as a great plot, and only lacks realistic movements, and better graphics, things that are present in later games.
It is a must if you truly wish to understand the other games.

In a 0 to 20 this would be a 15.

(Note: the Japanese version as a diferent default costume than the others, since on the original game Miko-the playable chara- was a high school student and had the school uniform, they though that they should age her, thus making her a new outfit, changing her black hair to brown and making her taller.)

-Project Zero II: Crimson Butterfly (零紅い蝶 in Japan-read Zero: Akai Chou, Fatal Frame II: Crimson butterfly in America)

This game is a sequel to the first, but in the lines of the plot it's set a little sonner than the events of the last one.

~SPOILERS~
I tells us the story of Mio and Mayu, twin sisters that get lost on the woods, after being separated Mio-the main chara- stumbles into a hunted village and starts looking for her twin, hoping to get them out.
~SPOILERS OVER~

This game is so much better than the other one! In fact lot's of people say that this is their favorite game of all Project Zero series, mine is the next one. :P
The camera movements are much better, and they look more realistic, also the graphics are good to, but if you take a picture to close to a ghost you'll be able to see somethings that shouldn't be there *wink*.

This is by far the easy game of the series, the puzzles are very simple, and you always have a clue as to what to do next. Even if you get lost you have a nice ghost that will give you hints with the game!

I've already played this game 2 times, in easy and normal mode, I started the hard mode but still haven't finished.

You also have the chance of playing with 2 diferent chara's-Mio and Mayu- only using the later to see which path to take.

Like the first game you have tons of extras, including suits that girls that age should even look at, much less wear lol.

I'll give it a 17.

(Note: as usual, the american's just couldn't keep their hands out of this, so they changed Mio and Mayu's faces, so that they didn't look so round and childish, but then again, the fact that they're helpless little girls stuck on a hunted village is what scares us the most :)

-Project Zero III: The Tormented (零刺青の聲 in Japan-read Zero: Shisei no Koe (the voice of the tatoo), Fatal Frame III the tormented)

My favorite game of all times!

~SPOILERS~
The game follows Rei Kurosawa, a 23 year old freelance photographer. While on a freelance assignment taking pictures of a supposedly haunted mansion the image of her deceased fiancé appears in the photographs. Afterwards, Rei begins having strange dreams of an old Japanese manor during a heavy snowfall and observes her fiancé entering the house. She follows his figure into the house, where the dream becomes a nightmare.
MUAHAHAHAH lol
~SPOILERS OVER~

Insted of being locked inside a hunted house, or stuck on a hunted village, this time you have realistic nightmares, that soon turn reality, and ghosts of those that are long gone are remembered hunting your dreams until you became one too.

This certanly can give people the chills, specially if you play it at night :)

The ghosts are very realistic, you'll probably jump out of your seat when you see one, the movements are better, but one thing-that happens in all these games- is that they run/walk very very painfully slow.

I'll give it a 19 for all those good times!

(Note: *gasp* No major changes in here guys, just some translation errors and stuff ^^)

-TЯAPT (Kagero II: Dark Illusion in Japan)

I really like this game, it's from Team Project Zero, so it had to be good.

It as an interesting plot, and is played along the lines of ~killing~ and ~doujin game~.

~SPOILERS~
The player assumes the role of Princess Allura, who has been framed for the murder of her father, King Olaf. On the night of the King's murder, Allura is accused of killing him by her stepmother, Catalina. With the help from her friend Rachel, Allura is able to escape into a forest. On the run from assassins, she acquires the ability to set a series of traps, which are the only means she has of defending herself from her pursuers.
~SPOILERS OVER~

It's like an all you can eat buffet, except you kill insted of eating XD

Also as got unlockable costumes, and new traps after you finish the game and get high scores.

The movements are puppet like, and slow-just like on Project Zero- except that in this game you need then to be slow, or you're dog meat.

I think it deserves a 16.

(Note: No diference between the japanese version and the american, but the voices are still in japanese)

These are my survival horror games, i'll post the other ones soon!

2008-07-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Holidays... Boring! God get me outa here!

It's so fucking hot I think i've lost 5 kg (and that's a problem since I don't weight that much... lol).
I feel lonely, I miss having friends around, and mainly I really regret the fact that I don't have a Boy/girlfriend...

The wierd thing is that there is one person that I'm sure would like to be my boyfriend, but I just can't see him that way, he's a good friend... (I'm sad now)

My relationships all went to fast, and in most of them I was really imature, always jumping and wanting more...

*hits head*

I feel sick, I have almost no money, and I'm lonely.

Such a great fucking day.

2008-07-07T12:50:00.000-07:00

Yay!
I'm so happy! Guess what? I got got scores on my exams!

I got 17 (in a 0 to 20 scale) in Math, 15 in English (I'm really sad about this grade, I don't have classes since more than a year ago, and I didin't study at all, my grade could have been much much better), and 12 at Portuguese (lol).

Anyway, the math exam was really easy, and I'm not even a good student at math! (mainly because I don't pay atention to classes and don't study at home~~ yaoi is always on my mind...)

I'm going to buy a Japanese exercise book today! Yay! .lol.

Study on vacation time, how convenient... :)

I'll leave you with kawaii Naru-chan!

2008-07-04T10:29:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy! Really, really happy!

No stupid blog idiot could piss me of now! (for more blog idiot info check my last post)

IT IS HERE! The new Naruto Shippuden ending is here!

And guess what? More Sasuke and Naruto goodness, this time with some Samurai Champloo vibes!

Naruto and Sasuke look beautiful in those kimono! And by the way, screw subtle, they just gave us (fangirls) some hell of a fanservise with that song, about 28 seconds into the ending you hear "please kiss me!", OMFG I was in heaven!!!

Kishimoto-sama and those guys from the anime studio are really treating us well, but by the end of this probably half of the current fangirl population will be dead, beacuse of massive nosebleeds! XD

I'll leave you guys with the ending!!! (please stop the music or else it will sound really bad, and you don't want that!)

PLEASE KISS ME~~~

2008-07-03T11:42:00.000-07:00

Hello!

I've been away from my pc for a few days... and guess what happens?

Someone copies my blog style!

I'm pissed, and that person knows who it is!

On it's blog page the TAG option was totaly ignored, probably because it didn't know what a fucking tag was!

Also it's blog profile page now as a music player, from the same site as mine!

I'm not saying that it couldn't be something original of "it" (it so you can not know he sex of the person), but this person as the mania of copying all of my moves!

I post something with my cousins picture, it also post something of it's relatives! Just for example!

I'm sick of it!!!

And now, all of a sudden it's blog shows up with the same programs as mine!

It pisses me off! Thank god I don't post all of my blogs and pages here and some of them have other names!

I know it as on purpose! I know it as seen my blog! I'm just so pissed!!!

And my day wasn't even going that bad!

Thank god for the new TH item store Coimbra now as XD

It will sell official Tokio Hotel items!!! And it's near my home!

I'm gonna buy all that I can of Billa und Tomi!!! X3

Update!

2008-06-29T15:17:00.000-07:00

Music is now ON!

I hope you guys like the little ipod I got for the blog, currently it as 3 songs:

*Nirvana-Smells like teen spirit (my fav from Nirvana)
*Tokio Hotel-Übers Ende Der Welt
*Tokio Hotel-Schrei (I like the German versions better)

Also I changed my profile, and got a little something to check how many of you guys came here :)
Also, go to "tag" and make me smile! I like to know what you guys think!

Over and out!

2008-06-29T11:40:00.000-07:00

Okay, so my mom didn't come here yesterday...

She's coming here today!!!

TT3TT

I'm doomed...

Anyway...

About the new Naruto chapter.

I have an idea of what the code could be!

So it's a set of numbers, none of them with more than 3. Now, Jiraya had no time to think of something very complicated, so it had to be something that was important or regular on is life.

What could be more important than his books?

If you have read all the manga 'till now you know that he doesn't just write porn, he wrote a book about his adventures! Also the main CHARA was named Naruto (yes, Naruto was named after a CHARA of one of Ero-sennins books...). lol

Anyway, he wrote about his battles on that book, and since he knew all of Peins bodys (from past fights), that could mean that he wrote how to beat them in the book! Their weakness and attacks!

So the number must be the pages for each diferent fight!

Of course that's just what I think, I just hope that Kishi-sama will draw some action in the next chapter, not that I deslike Emo-Naruto, I adore him, he's lovely, but I wanna see what the code means.

In other news, my scanner is still on vacation, so I thought I could use my camera for my lineart, like I've always did, but it's just soooooooooooooo boring!

I have to clean it so much T.T

As for what's on the linearts, you'll just have to wait.

2008-06-28T03:02:00.000-07:00

I've been on my mom's laptop surfing the net these past days...
She's coming over today to take it...

My mom...

She's a very unstable person, and by unstable I mean the medical term for unstable.
That helps explain some of my actions I guess, but I'm not one of those people that use genetics or family problems as an excuse.

She as got nerve problems, several depresions and one hell of a nasty attitude.

For example, one day me and one of my friends -Hugo- where watching a comedy show on TV, everything had been okay that day, my mom had been nice, we didn't do anything wrong and she was calm. She was in the kitchen and we were on the living room, and we started laughing, suddenly she bursts into the living room screaming that we were laughing at her and that we should be punished, and she dragged my into my room to hit me.

That is one of the main reasons why I don't like her.
I know she as gone through a lot, and all, but that is unforgivable, mentaly ill or not!

I'm turning 18 next year, on March 26st, and my parents are divorced. I've always lived with my grandmother because they both worked a lot, but I was to be with my mother all this time.

Let's just say that if I had lived with her 'till now, I would be dead. Literaly!

The few months I used to stay with her, almost everyday I wanted to kill myself, and I tried a couple of times, but I tought about my grandmother and that helped me to keep going, because she needed me at the time.

Actually it was her, and another important person that helped my a lot during that time, both without knowing. If it wasn't for both of them I would be dead by now.

My loving relative and my very first friend.

Without knowing my problems they always helped me, and I'm here right now because of them.

New layout

2008-06-27T13:50:00.000-07:00

Well, I've got a new blog layout.
I personaly like this one a lot, since I can change it as my mood changes too.
Black and white...

I can also change the opening page, I've made some changes from the original, since this way it's more personal.

Nothing much as changed since last post, except that my cousing went to Algarve for her vacation holidays (Algarve is located on the south of Portugal, and is connected to the sea, in other times -5 years back, before the start of the big climate changes- it was a warm region and very popular between turists, but now -althou still popular between turists, but for unknown reasons- it's wheater is crazy and it's mostly super cold or mega hot, so I don't like going there anymore.

Usually people go there because it's a very popular destination, but I don't see it as a pleasant place anymore.

It's dirty, full of turists, full of fisherman, I almost got raped there (once by a lesbian -lol really- and on the next day by a ugly looking man) , I saw a man jacking off in the middle of the street, people are rude and the place as lost both quality and respect.

But of course that won't stop my mom from taking me there, so I'm hoping that I have to go to some exam during her vacation time (my parents are divorced, and I live with my grandmother, but my parents have vacation time, and they try to spend it with me).

I hope that I can enter Minho University (Minho is on the north of Portugal, the oposite of Algarve in a way), because it's the only place in Portugal where I can learn Japanese and Chinese for translation purposes. And I hope I can one day leave Portugal, and work either for Tokyo Pop or Shonen Jump.

That would be great!

Bored

2008-06-26T15:10:00.000-07:00

Summer's here...

God, i've never been so bored before in my entire life!
Without school the minutes seen to take longer and longer to pass... And since I have to stay in Coimbra for my application for UNI, this sucks.

I hope that my mom doesn't have any crazy ideas to take me to Algarve again, honestly I've come to hate that place. So many bad memories...

Speed Racer comes out at 29/06, but since it's an american production, i'm not so sure about wanting to see it...

It's so damn hot! Good, I lose my mind when I'm feeling to hot... I can't think straight.

There's a Matsuri festival on 12/07, I really really hope I can go!
There will be ramen, tea, ice cream (the one that's all ice with a topping), tradicional games, and so much more!

I wonder if I can take my furisode... That would be even better! : )

Problems at home

2008-06-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

My step mom is acting crazy again.
This time she asked me to "only" clean my room, which of course I did.
But after that she asked me to place all dishes on their right place, I said "Sure, whatever..."

C'mon, the pile of dishes was like half my size.
But I still did it.
Then she had what looked like a fit.
She looked at me and shouted "I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANY MORE! YOU'RE DRIVING MY INSANE!"
Them she locked herself in the bathroom...

I mean...

How childish is that?

I tried to talk to her to fing out what was wrong...
Apparently I need to "talk" at the same time as I work, so she can feel pleased with herself and not go coo-coo on me...

She as a problem when I pount, and that is not normal.

Now she's sunning around locking herself in the bathroom and running again into the kitchen.

This woman as got some wierd problems.

I still don't get it...

Madness

2008-06-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

I'm so mad right now!
My step-mom asked me to clean up the house.
That's not a problem, I really wanted to have time for myself! And she likes to boss around and tell me what to do!
And that's not even the problem!
The thing is that she wants me to stop and stare at her when she speaks! GOD DAMN IT!
And I refuse, I've got better things to do with my time!
I can hear her and clean at the same time!

So I ask her to say "whatever" she wanted without me stoping!
She just tells me off and leaves!

They (she and my dad), leave for a walk on the park or something and while they're gone I clean up the house.
Every room except the office (because it is my father's domain and it was all messy).

She arrives, and I put away all the materials I used to clean up the house.
She doesn't say a word.

I got into my room and start to surf the net.

2 min. later she's all "you didn't clean the balcony, or your father's office. And you forgot to change the sofa protection!".

After I placed every fucking thing on it's right place!
She made it on purpose! She always does this!

I'm sick of it! Everytime she does this she get's all "poor me" and my dad gives me "the look" so I say sorry and I do what she wants!

But I've had enough!

She calls me a freak constantly -"you're not normal"-, honestly, how can anyone say that! Just because I like to be on the computer on my free time!
When she knows something is wrong she let's me do it, and then, after everything is fucked up, she tells me!

She doesn't like it, when I pout when she askes me to do things!
Well of course I pout! I don't want to do them, but I end up doing them anyways. And she hates it!

I just what her to realise that I don't like to be treated that way, and that she could change a bit, and that I would do the same for her.

But she as got to say that she is right all of the time!

I hate when my mom acts up like that, but my step-mom does this too!

I'm worried. About how this can change my future.

I've heard storys of lifes that were ruined just because step-moms/dads changed the parents opinion on some important subjects of their lifes.
I never though that she would do something like that, my mom would, but not her!

But I fear that now she may cause some avoc on my life, since my future is so fragile.

I'm worried. I hope nothing happens.
But i'm not saying sorry.